It does not affect My love for you, but it does affect our relationship. Perfect love casts out all fear(1 John 4:18); let Me love you perfectly. Do not grieve My Holy Spirit. (Eph. 4:30) Do not keep Me from all that I want to do in your life. You are essentially choosing 'this' over My blessings, the many gifts that I want to give you. Will you believe? You choose to not hear so that you won’t have to decide if it’s real or not and can go right on your way and relax and wait and dream of how you want Me to use you.
Stop dreaming, and be used. Let Me have My way and make you a 'fit' vessel.
"My yoke is easy" (comfortable or pleasant) "and My burden is light." (Matt. 11:29) You are by default choosing the harder way. "If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me." (Matthew 16:24) Try Me out and see the consequences of obedience. Know Me and serve Me with a whole heart and a willing mind; for I search all hearts, and understand every intent of the the thought. If you seek Me, I will let you find Me.(1 Chronicles 28:9) Had I "told you to do some great thing, would you not have done it? How much more then, when" I say............(from 2 Kings 5:13)...
In listening to the Lord, what instruction will you choose today to radically obey?
Wash and be clean- let go of your control and idols- don't forfeit the miracle.
"Little children, guard yourselves from idols." 1 John 5:21